It is always intresenting how life throws things at you. One minute you can be down in the dumbs and wanting to die but then the next you will be on cloud nine. But why you ask is the great Mandi....yes I called myself the great Mandi.....is so happy. Can I say because of what one person has given me. The one thing I wanted for a long time. What is that you ask? Well if you can't figure it out then I am really sorry. It is a thing called love. And my girlfriend has given that. She has given me unconditional love. No strings attached. I have never felt this way before. Now I know some of you are going to say that well Mandi that was Matt. No even though there was some love there. I know realize that it was a differnt kinda of love. A love that was ment for a brother and sister not lovers. I don't think I could ever marry Matt.

But with Amanda.....OMG Did I say that was her name. Damn straight it is and you guys.....well some of you will go wait a GOSH DARN MINUTE! You lie! I don't trust me I don't. Not on my life. I love her too much to lie about this. I am watching her dance right now! I love her so much and I am going to spend the rest of my life with her. That is a God Damn Guarntee.

Right now we are staying up till 7am because we are cool like taht! LOL! We are singing to each other too. It is pretty god damn cool. We work very cool together :D:D! Anyway so that I have written alot about the love of my life who is singing her heart out right now and looking funny and making me laugh. I am addicted to WoW! I know I said I would never play it but I am and I LOVE IT! It is so awesome! Whee! And I am back in school trying to get my high school diploma. I have exams in two weeks and the last day of classes is my 18th birthday! OMFG MANDI IS GOING TO BE AN ADULT!

Anyway so I want to be a computer specialist or soemthign. SOMETHING to do with computers cause I for sure don't wanna be a teacher anymore. If I am that would be bad. And what else. Yeah Aaron and I are no more OBVISOULY! I won't comment on that because he is just fucking stupid and I want to run him over with a bus! He cheated on me like so much and GAH! I will never make that mistake again. Haha of course I won't because I am marrying Amanda DUH! Anyway that is all for now!

AMANDA OUT!

PS The Oilers are fucking losing again and we need new players! ONES THAT FUCKING CARE! God! I am going to the game tomorrwo and then for christmas my mom got me tickets to the March 29th Game in Calgary. That will be awesome because for you that don't know they are our rivals and I am going to get killed for wearing an Oilers jersey! Anyway tha tis for now! Later